It hurts you know,
to see what could've been,
to see that future slipping,
Delusion so surreal
Makes my heart fog in the world of real Thunder
cause I can feel you know,
feel the pain awaiting near,
Idk how but here I am losing my gear...
What's happening was never I wished
Being a spectator of my own life's twists
Job so mundane killing my soul,
No love, just butterflies
making me dizzy &
left all alone,
for the festivals now not celebrated
while it is me always wondering
exactly, where the hell does time fly?
Two steps forward,
One step backwards,
that step is so crucial,
Broke the limb named best friend,
Lately, I have been that selfish
So no, I am not used to being like this,
Social bee with no nectarine
All fucked up in my head &
average health difficulty,
Am I making sense, or just blabbering?
If not, that's also fine,
Feeling lost in my own house,
Maybe I was never meant to be found!